Recently, I’m racking my brains to apply for the big four. I feel the applying is so boring and meaningless. It makes me feel poor and miserable as a buffoon after the mechanical processes.

I have never thought to be elite, and actually I’m not. My hope is to be better than average, but I’m not sure if I made it.

I can hardly imagine what kind of offer I will receive or where I would stay at last, and I reluctant to imagine what I should do if there is no job opportunity for me when I graduate in Dec. But I do know I have to finish my master thesis as soon as possible, since there’s basically one month left to do thesis defence, and I have to spare some time for job seeking too. Full throttle!

I was so busy with my master thesis from National Day, I found there’s a lot to learn and prove, writing thesis is quite not as easy as I thought before, since I spare so little time to do the thing, it seems more difficult.

Basically speaking, holidays mean nothing to me, especially on this stage of my life, now I own much time and got even more things on my schedule.

Instant noodles and ordered take-outs are my eating stuff these days, since I don’t want to interrupt my mind and besides there’s nothing worth to eat in the school canteen on holidays.

Climbing and <Drop Dead Diva> are my recreations, I got quite fun from both of them. Every afternoon I had a long walk with some classmates on Yuelu Mountain, it is such a healthy and precious activity. I appreciate the confident fat girl in <Drop Dead Diva>, every one has his/her style to relax, to some people like me, we mainly depend on eating, it’s nothing about will power but natural instincts.

Well, it seems writing in eng do help me back to my lost language, I feel pretty much smooth to write this way now.

Continue my crazy love with Matlab---

LiuNainai, Wang MM, me and DaBing on Yuelu. How fat I am!