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    August 31

    Go driving again

    It has been two months since I failed in my test for driver license, when I brave enough to go driving again, everything seems to be changed today. My coach is not there any more, the playground has added some new facilities, and it is said that the content of test has also been modified, all need to be restarted under the invariable tough situation. Hoping everything will go smoothly.

     

    Recently, I’m watching the TV show “i-apartment”, this funny show is based on the classical “friends” but has blend in Chinese elements, at least better than “Meteor Shower” and “Ugly WuDi”, so I recommend people to watch it.

     

    I will get down dealing with my master thesis, for time is limited, but things are waited.

    August 30

    getting cool

    Changsha is getting cool now finally--- since I come back, the temperature is stay high above 37’C, this kind of weather which called “autumn tiger” in Chinese, is tough and horrible for people, especially for people who like sweating as me. People become lazy and dizzy under the uncomfortable weather condition, I simply do nothing proud to say these days.

     

    Mandy is on her way to Wuhan, and stopped in Changsha for some days, I settled her in back street and try my best to entertain, so these days I hardly in dormitory to do my business.

     

    Super girls’ top 3 have come out, I’m pleased to see the two I love mostYingrong Zhang and Ying Huang are both safe in, but also feel pity for Kewei Yu, cause she looks so kind and sings so perfect.

    August 27

    super girls and lose weight

    I made this decision to write in eng when, all of a sudden, I realize I need to enrich my life with a different style.

    This time I’m serious and firm to pick up my lost eng.

    Since I have been attracted to the SOA exams, I missed lots of my original interests, there is too much time and energy which I spend to realize my dream of actuary.

    After my internship in GF securities, I found there is a broad playground for me if I’m not limited  myself to a single profession, it also means that I have to develop more advantages of myself.

    Math, Eng and Chinese were my favorite classes when I was in middle school. After six years’ middle school study in foreign language school, I was pretty like eng especially when I was a freshman, since eng was standing out from a lot of other boring classes. But as a math major high school student, what happens to me is a long goodbye to eng.

     

    Try to write something simple in life first:

    These days I focus on the competition of super girls, since last week Yingring Jiang and Jie Zhang played a completely successful dance, I lean to vote to this hot Chengdu girl, who is not good at words but excellent in singing and dancing, especially in playing European and American music. It is less easy to be both active and passionate, I can see her effort to be the one today.

    I have got lots of weight this summer in Guangzhou, which is annoyed me a lot, plus the fit club will not opened until school begins, in order to reduce weight, I play badminton and go running every night since I come back to Changsha, hoping I can revert back.

    August 26

    赶路的路痴

    回到长沙了,今天一天都昏昏沉沉的,好像很难从之前的状态和情绪中走出来,长沙像个蒸炉,我像热锅上的蚂蚁,燥热不安---
     
    习惯了每天早上昏昏沉沉的起床对着镜子努力睁大眼睛翻几个白眼把内双给翻回去顺利变成单眼皮恢复清醒习惯了飞速把自己装扮成精神抖擞的上班族登上磨脚的高跟鞋出门和大家一伙钻进破旧的面包车在短暂的路途上走走停停享受广州交通的拥堵习惯了蜷缩在大都会广场中高层电梯密集的空间里伴随着耳鸣听一些股市涨跌的杂言碎语习惯了坐在位子上听着一阵阵由前台走进办公区地毯上脚步的从有到无和保洁阿姨分报纸时与保安的说说笑笑习惯了忽冷忽热的在写字楼和曲折的地下通道中穿梭去吃快餐习惯了7-ELEVEN的酸奶习惯了桂林米线习惯了海角快车习惯了不见不散也习惯了中石化下面的餐餐乐习惯了趴在电脑包上睡到双手发麻习惯了下班以后狂追猛赶打车的不易和艰难也习惯了暴走以后等公交的耐心习惯了酒店门口的排骨面加煎蛋和看着他家刚出生的四只小狗狗一天天长大习惯了懒惰的不想出门的时候叫难吃的外卖也习惯了兴致高的时候不远千里款待自己习惯了周末长睡不起然后晚上疯狂的逛街和通宵杀人习惯了每个周五晚上最轻松释放的看快女骂评委习惯了一天二十多个小时待在空调下---渐渐,习惯也会变得不再习惯---
     
    我曾总认为,如果我第一次到广州或许是来求职或是考试,注定很落魄然后仓促而匆忙且心情紧张的不堪回首---谁曾想象,这两个月我见到的认识的每个人都被定格在回忆里一种快乐温馨的片段中,谁曾预料,焦头烂额的我来到这异乡居然在肆无忌惮的无忧无虑中养的膘肥体壮,这个世界有太多意外也有太多惊喜---谁会相信,我居然也会爱上广州---
     
    回想在广州的整个过程,就像一场没有结果的游戏,我一厢情愿的让自己深陷其中,总会忍不住期待结果,所以恋恋不舍,巴菲特说,贪婪的时候要恐慌,因为恐慌所以匆忙离开---
     
    当我们无法预知前方何去何从,总有一种参杂着无助孤独和困顿的情绪愈加强烈,我不是一个太有主见的时候,却在这种强烈情绪的迫使下一次又一次摆渡生命做出许多对自己都至今无法解释得清楚的决定---我是一个路痴,有人的时候我就跟着别人走,一个人的时候也有足够的勇气横冲直撞---