I’m a little exhausted recently with little sleep. Changsha is burning hot again, and I have to go under sun most of the time to accelerate my learning speed.

Yesterday we went to Wang city to practice in the examination field, although it was not the first time to be there, I feel so nerves to driving there especially the place where I failed last time. When I come back, it was too late, then I got a call from Liu Nainai before I find something to eat. I didn’t remember it was Nainai’s birthday until I came to the restaurant and see people were all there. It was surprised to see Teng Zhang has been so thin, it seems true that working in the fashion world, people pay more attention to their appearance. Early this morning, when I was waiting for the bus to learning driving, I met Li Yu in the bus station who was waiting to go intern, the first words he said to me is “ You have really gained weight---”---

This afternoon I booked to practice the “shifting in 100 meters” for the second time. It is a sweltering hot day, challenge again.

As this year’s “Happy girls” has ended last night, it seems to declare a termination of my happy studenthood. Maybe I will have little time and energy to focus on such games any more, but I really cherish the time, place and people who had watched this game with me. Those were joyful hours and happy summers.

2005 summer, introduced by JuanJuan, I see this TV game for the first time. It was called “Super girls” that time. I remember we were sitting in the students-dormitory and bad-mouthing the hostess Xiang Li, I remember we quarreled with boys of our class in the QQ group for the PK of Liangying Zhang and Jie He.

2007 summer, I watched the game “Happy boys”, that time I was crazy for Xing Su with Mandy, which seems incredible today for me. We lived in an apartment in the railway campus of CSU, Mandy and Yanzi were my new roommates, it was amazing that we three who came from different places and led different life could live together. Yanzi is a little older than me, I remember she and her boyfriend had little interesting for this game, and they were surprised to see Mandy and I so crazy for it.

2009 summer, when we finished the work of one week, it was so excited to see this game at Friday night, and it was lucky to live with Xiao Jing and Xiao Ni during my intern in Guangzhou. We discussed the girls, the hosts, the judges, the songs, the dances, the clothes and even the advertises, we have so much in common, and can always get the same viewpoint easily. We are standing in the same crossroad facing one of our biggest problems, although it sounds a little bitter, we are independent, feel good of ourselves, and love to make fun of present life.

People have no reason to say this game is a waste of time, because I have benefit a lot from what these girls and boys had showed no matter on or down stages, even there do exit a lot of defects.

（Writing these above only to recall my memory and my friends---)

Yesterday I learnt to shift between the five speeds in 100 meters’ driving, that was a little hard especially when you first learn it. It was funny to see my townee was still there too, we start learning with the same coach on the same day without known each other, and never see each other since graduate from the first coach, but to our surprise, we happen to draw the same second coach in different time, and failed in our test successively, until now others has got their licenses, we are still there. I’m ashamed to say we have shamed Shanxi people.

When I’m walking in school, looking at students around me, I can’t help to think what kind of life most of them will lead in future. Life is like a box of chocolates, you never know what you're going to get. Life is not only amazingly beautiful, but also despairingly ugly. Not everything in life is what you want.

In order to please my new coach, I bought him four packs of cigarettes and a box of cookies. In order to get my driver license as soon as possible, I lied that there is little time left before I go back home to take the Civil Servants Exam. I have to beg him everyday from now on in order to get his permission to take the test.

Anyway, life is getting busy, I hope everything is worthy, cause I have little time to experience failure.

It is difficult to find someone do sports. My roommates has refused to play badminton any more, they choose to stay hungry instead of doing exercise. Yesterday, I called another classmate to go running together, and then she was sleepless last night after running, as expected, she reluctant to run anymore. Fortunately, since I will focus on my driver license under this hot weather, it may help somewhat to lose weight.

I always want to say something about Changsha’ buses, I call them the most “rock and roll” buses. Today after I experienced 905 at rush hour, I find not only the bus, but also the passengers are “rock and roll”, hoping the freshmen will get used to Changsha’ bus, and Changsha people.

I get haircut today, there comes some new staff in the barber shop, and I feel at ease to see my barber still there, cause there needs little words between us, but he is familiar with my hair and my requirement, which  makes me feel comfortable enough.

The meeting with Stef.Fang’s friends today was not so interesting, the boys were too shy to communicate, I’m eager to be friends with someone optimistic humorous and straightforward, but I have no impulse to interest some unknown boring people.

It is so annoyed to see yourself got so much weight, and it is even annoyed that nobody around you are in the some situation, which means I become the only lonely person confused with losing weight.

It has been two months since I failed in my test for driver license, when I brave enough to go driving again, everything seems to be changed today. My coach is not there any more, the playground has added some new facilities, and it is said that the content of test has also been modified, all need to be restarted under the invariable tough situation. Hoping everything will go smoothly.

Recently, I’m watching the TV show “i-apartment”, this funny show is based on the classical “friends” but has blend in Chinese elements, at least better than “Meteor Shower” and “Ugly WuDi”, so I recommend people to watch it.

I will get down dealing with my master thesis, for time is limited, but things are waited.

Changsha is getting cool now finally--- since I come back, the temperature is stay high above 37’C, this kind of weather which called “autumn tiger” in Chinese, is tough and horrible for people, especially for people who like sweating as me. People become lazy and dizzy under the uncomfortable weather condition, I simply do nothing proud to say these days.

Mandy is on her way to Wuhan, and stopped in Changsha for some days, I settled her in back street and try my best to entertain, so these days I hardly in dormitory to do my business.

Super girls’ top 3 have come out, I’m pleased to see the two I love most—Yingrong Zhang and Ying Huang are both safe in, but also feel pity for Kewei Yu, cause she looks so kind and sings so perfect.

I made this decision to write in eng when, all of a sudden, I realize I need to enrich my life with a different style.

This time I’m serious and firm to pick up my lost eng.

Since I have been attracted to the SOA exams, I missed lots of my original interests, there is too much time and energy which I spend to realize my dream of actuary.

After my internship in GF securities, I found there is a broad playground for me if I’m not limited　 myself to a single profession, it also means that I have to develop more advantages of myself.

Math, Eng and Chinese were my favorite classes when I was in middle school. After six years’ middle school study in foreign language school, I was pretty like eng especially when I was a freshman, since eng was standing out from a lot of other boring classes. But as a math major high school student, what happens to me is a long goodbye to eng.

These days I focus on the competition of super girls, since last week Yingring Jiang and Jie Zhang played a completely successful dance, I lean to vote to this hot Chengdu girl, who is not good at words but excellent in singing and dancing, especially in playing European and American music. It is less easy to be both active and passionate, I can see her effort to be the one today.

I have got lots of weight this summer in Guangzhou, which is annoyed me a lot, plus the fit club will not opened until school begins, in order to reduce weight, I play badminton and go running every night since I come back to Changsha, hoping I can revert back.

中精全挂了，五天后决战MLC---OVER！