Luckily I have passed one of my driving tests yesterday, however I feel anxious instead of excited all the way after test, and I can’t say why.

When I come back Changsha, I find there is hardly anything could delight me. I don’t know if life is too boring, or I put too much pressure on myself.

Last evening I had a long talk with Rong MM during our long walk around the school. I wish to show others the happy side of myself, and seldom tell people my true mind these days, which makes me discomfort sometimes, but it’s just hard to find the right person to tell, people are all too busy to be patient. We eat a lot and talked a lot, maybe the words I said were too bitter, Rong MM was so moved and asked to treat me sometime for eating again.

Anyway, I hope I could be in a better state, and everything turns better.

Today the fit club will be open again, and Liu Nainai has finished his exam, I finally find someplace to go dancing and someone to go climbing and play badminton with. I should enjoy my campus life as a freshman:

Sometimes the very thing you're looking for
Is the one thing you can't see
Isn't this world a crazy place
Just when you thought your chance had passed
You go and save the best for last......